The Yin Yang of daily life...Dillema

Small things...silly questions...false hopes...a little bitterness...some dreams...

But trying to be happy no matter what...Life!

I don’t know why Bhai didn’t tell me that he’s coming to India in May

But I am glad that he and Puru are coming

I’m a little hurt because Priya didn’t invite me to her sister’s wedding

But I think I wouldn’t have been in town anyway

I don’t like not being a great cook

But I know that I can cook well enough to survive

I am very sad that Chikoo left us all forever

But I am glad she lived most of her life sharing joy and cheer

I totally hate having pimples on my face

But am elated when they dissapear

I hated it when Rohan shouted at me in the staff room

But am glad my co-faculty wasn’t aroound

I hate myself for not waking up even when the alarm rings

But I am glad I have someone around to do the waking up

I don’t know whether to look for a job or keep doing what I am doing

But I know that I have to have an income

I dislike the fact that I don’t have a toned, leaner body

But I love the fact that I have a healthy one

I hate not having the confidence to drive after having driven 4 years back

But am glad I at least learnt it

I hate not being as active in Rotaract these days

But I know that I have certain more important things to do

I’m jealous because we meet Rohit’s old friends more often

But I have started making them my friends as well

I am unhappy at times because Rohit earns much more than me

But I am glad that I am not dependent on him for money

I have always hated being the single child

But I know that my parents have tried to give me all they could

I am clueless as to why I am writing this blog...perhaps I can’t always have someone who can listen to my cribbing and give me a pep talk...so I better find out ways to pep up myself from gloomy stuff!!

Huh...madness and me!